DEAR MISTER DALEY,
im completely obsessed with you. your voice, your teeth, the way you word things, your style, your smell, everything. seriously.. it's groupie love ! bwahaha.

okay so for an update : i've been filling my time w/ random hanging out, late night sessions, school and work. i haven't skipped in like three days ! im on this new tip where im trying to balance my partying w/my priorities lol.. and i think im doing a good job so far. people keep asking me if i'm dating this dude, and i'm NOT. i'm just.. testing the waters right now. i dont really get a chance to hang out with mister nice teeth cause he's ALWAYS working and i have school and work.. and it SUCKS. cause i really like hanging out w/him. i still get these random nights where i miss amafel. slow jams really fuck you up. like when im sick or something.. i long for him tucking me in, getting my juice, and giving me my medicine. & i really HATE sleeping alone. i think that was one of the hardest parts for me. sleeping w/someone every day (WELL.. ALMOST.) for two years, to just.. alone. it's fucking hard. but i'm getting there, i'm getting there. i used to miss him because i still loved him. it's a different kind of miss now. i'm no longer in love w/him. which is good, cuz it took me awhile to realize it for myself. i find myself in absolute bliss when i'm w/ mister nice teeth.. and i dont wanna confuse that with me missing a boyfriend. so im trying to contain myself from pushing into something super fast. im basically a big jumble right now. so the best thing for me to do, is not try to keep fitting my puzzle together. because eventually, it'll all fall into place. &that's the absolute ONLY way i want it to happen. i just want it to fall into place.